Freedom



Sometimes I wish I could just write down all my worries, stress issues and sad feelings on a piece of paper and send it away, release it somehow so that I don't feel nor experience them anymore. Sadly that can't be done and somehow I have to find a way to get over the things that bother me in life by just living my day the best way I can and being in this extremely boring country really doesn't help at all.

I guess you don't really need chains or walls to feel like you're in prison because I often feel like a prisoner of my own fears in life, and it's getting the better part of me. I don't like change that I am not in control of and so thinking about things changing often makes me feel really down.

Anyways, I officially decided to join the gym because I need to get in shape and besides I need something to look forward to everyday and not just come home to my sad computer and do the exact thing I keep on doing which is watch movies, surf the net and design. So lets hope that it does make a difference because I could desperately use it.

6 comments:

Marialuisa said...

but you linked to heart, that's why you'll never be free
and is not that bad

Mystique said...

at last ! the gym.. i hope u keep it up its a good step :) good luck

Marialuisa said...

I dnt go to gym cause I dnt like people watching my lipidic sides even if is women only
so i bought a treadmill and walk in my sad pc room at night
no result yet
i think i should also start a diet

Unknown said...

Okay, I knew that I would be in pain once I started working out but never thought it would be THIS painful. My whole body is aching but I would say it's a good sort of pain and I am certainly enjoying this experience.

Will be working out for 6 months non stop (except for a few days off in between of course) inshallah.

Hamood said...

The gym is definitely a good change and inshallah will be a positive one for you. The pain is bad then it slowly fades away with time, enjoy it to the max! Finally it has begun...

Castelluca said...

exercising for a change..hmm, thats a very interesting step..

pain is good sometimes :P

keep it up! ^_^