Depression for no reason

I hate this day! You know when you just wake up feeling all miserable and grumpy , and basically want to jump out of the nearest window? well this was one of those days for me. I have absolutely no idea why , but I just woke up in one of the worse moods ever and I tried to think of any possible reasons of why I was depressed but I just couldn't figure it out. University is going great , everything is going amazingly well with family and friends , I have all the music I want ( lol , alright fine this isnt very important but yeah.. ) , I'm supposed to be happy and dancing all over the place and probably even excited cause I'm going back home in 10 days , after being away for more than 6 months.

So anyways , I went to my usual classes it was all great , the professors loved my work , and I came back still feeling like crap. I had my lunch which was a lousy shawarma , so that didnt help fix my mood. I thought maybe I should design something , it might put me in a slightly better mood once I'm done , so I created the banner which you can see above for my blog which and spent quite some time on it without really having a clue of what I wanted to create so I just came up with what u see now , and yeah..guess what even that didnt help my mood one bit. So then i decided to go out , I dragged one of my relatives here and told her I need to buy new shoes cause the ones I have are basically getting really old , so I bought new shoes which I really like and I still felt the same... so i just came back home and browsed the net , watched a bit of t.v , ate some vanilla icecream and just sat down thinking what could have possibly put me in such a horrible mood , I really couldnt figure it out so here I am writing about it.

The day was totaly bull , and the worse thing is I don't know the reason. I really think I just need a good meal to chear me up. You know I actually read somewhere that the main reason men have mood swings is bad eating habbits. when men don't have a good meal they just get crappy.

*Sigh* I really miss having a nice omani meal. Actually I really miss eating rice with chicken curry,I even said that to my family when the called me on saturday.Thank god I'm going back soon.

Currently listening to : Boy meets girl - Waiting for a star to fall

20 comments:

TripleTee said...

lol... laish nabs? really the effect of food? u sure? ... cuz I actually love shawarma!:p sounds like u got bored of it though.
oh come on.. cheer up! *slaps him on the back*, life's too short... hmm? No?
mumble... I usually either take a walk or just sit still for some time and think. but with me I usually know the reason for my depression :os... nevertheless... give urself a break and relax ;)

MisS dOlls said...

Ooh how difficult when u have such an upset mood and u don't know the reason that makes u like this! Sometime I have this feeling and I fix it by going to sleep, but at ur position u were just wake up, So no way to sleep again. My advice to u when u feel like this just drink a cold glass of water, and read some of the Holy Quran. And inshallah u will feel much better. ^^

Anonymous said...

Nabs you miss me in your life, that's your problem!!!!

Lym said...

Well , I have many of those days...but usually I blame it on our widely known 'womanly issue'.
But it is the same thing , I don't know the specific reason but I guess I just accept that it's caused because I am pmsing . The mood I wake up usually determines my mood for the whole day ..so , if I wake up in a bad mood for no apparent reason , then I am just miserable and not-in-the-mood for anything. Maybe it was just one of those days for you...anyways Cheer up ! You are going to OMAN ! * Smile*

By the time, I go back to oman in Dec, it would have been a year since I was home. Imagine !

Anonymous said...

hey moody boy ;) ..u know when i read this post the first thing that comes 2 my mind is ( Allah y3een ur wife in the future ) ....and by the way women are human beings also and they feel hungry and miss good and delicious food exactly like men ;).......and i wanna add sth nabhan : i have 2 admit ( I AM ALSO A MOODY GIRL MEN EDARAJAH AL 1 ) bs esh nesawi fei anfosna ??...sometimes i cant fixed that ..so being in a bad mood is really a serious problem ;)

Namika said...

Hope you are feeling better by now :) cheer up Nabs.. and I am sure deep inside you know what the problem is ;) just look deep inside you..

NiGhTFaCe said...

Who will have shawarma for lunch?!! :S


Nice banner by the way, it just needs for some touches.



~ Chicken Curry Delivered To NaBHaN ~ :p

Unknown said...

Thanks all for your lovely comments. today has been a better day for me , and guess what i found a place that sells chicken curry and I got some. lol , not as good as our home made one but still better than shawarmas. I also finished designing a blog for a friend which turned out pretty cool.. so yeah.. it's been a good day.

Najah said...

God bless...

Anonymous said...

who is this friend me ;)

Unknown said...

lol.. you don't even have a blog jawaher. or do you and u're keeping it a secret? ;)

Anonymous said...

ni i don't have :( ..........i dont have a friend like u 2 help me to make my own blog;) .......i wish i coud make my own sooooon ...and be the youngest blog wow

Kay said...

it will pass! just keep breathing and u'll be fine : )

TripleTee said...

wicked: I'm wonderin if that was referred to Nabs or Jawaher...
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today sucked!... movies with sad endings upset me :os ... cure is? How about screaming? If it happens to u again Nabs try screamin and tell me how it went.. :\

Unknown said...

which movie did you watch tee?

TripleTee said...

some kinda idiotic movie called "actress fortress" ... kinda like anime I had on dvd... watched it b4 and never wanted to watch it again...but my friend had to convince me to watch it with her... not only that... they also watched (titanic) AGAIN! And I was unfortunate to arrive in the end of it... my worst part!! :(... they like repeating these things... it's a torture!

Unknown said...

lol.. I LOVE depressing movies , they're my faves , I always look out for them when I'm buying movies..and keep watching em over and over, they just seem to be more humane and portray a more realistic image of life than the rest that 'pretend' that life is a ball of sugar.

TripleTee said...

:os... which is why it affects me more than the rest... such things I like to watch alone so I could cry as much as I want without hiding it... and I can't believe I just said that...!

Unknown said...

whats wrong with crying? I usually get teary when watching them as well..3adi.. but yeah..if my friends see that they'll start teasing and laughing.. lol. they all suck. :p

TripleTee said...

:) hehe, nothin's wrong... I just feel uncomfortable bein looked at in that condition :p...
lool, I can imagine u sayin: wt the hell, forget about them, here's a tissue box, go ahead and cry all u want.
But yeah I agree sad movies are great...